i was so freaked out realizing i was a lesbian instead of bi a year or so ago. which is really funny because i fucking love being a lesbian now. i am so happy existing as a weird dyke. in hindsight, i probably should’ve realized why bisexual didn’t ever really feel entirely right, but even though i knew lesbianism obviously Existed i thought there was no way i could be like. not. into guys. i didn’t even consider it until i really sat down and went… isn’t it kinda weird that i pretty much universally hated when boys hit on me and my relationships with them always felt dull. ig i had convinced myself that the discomfort was normal and was just social anxiety or shyness. that i mysteriously did not have when it was a girl. which could mean nothing,