amatopunk:

it’s really funny having such distinct and funky gender and alterhuman experiences while having a very just. normal. orientation. without anything complicated.

yeah i’m a uhhhh. multigender individual who is a woman and also a man and also a [DATA EXPUNGED] and [STATIC NOISES] and i’m intertwined with things that both terrify and fascinate me and i get the most gender euphoria from being a mysterious unknowable entity with the most obscured physical traits possible and being generally ominous, and my alterhuman identity is some kind of incomprehensible concept that even i can’t explain because i’m not sure if brains can entirely conceptualize it including mine but i think it’s got some type of tie to outer space or black holes or something. and i’m not into guys

^ literally what i’m dealing with